| hey i changed my site nothin really diff but i got bored so check it out www.xanga.com/xmr_stubbsx but like i said check it out b/c i probably won't be on this one later peeps |
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| whats goin on peeps nmh but i've had a fun fun weekend from what i can remember lol i'm sittin here with catie chillin with not much to do b/c my house sucks. i don't have much to talk about nothins really goin on. but hey hit me up peeps if you wanna hang out let me know laterz
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| hahahaha none of you realized that was a song besides jessica, anyway schools only got a half day left for you all i wonder if anyone misses me? sooo lifes been good i'm taking satellite courses to catch up i could graduate a year early if i wanted to but there's this nurseing course at vo-tech i want to take senior year, that'll give me 3 credits towards college.
question of the day.
if you had everything you've ever wanted in line for your life would you give it all up for love?
............... now i know some of you don't truely understand the concept of love, but hell who ever truly does you can only know what you feel
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| There's somthing in your ways That makes me wanna stay here for a thousnd years So just cry your fears, yea I need you everyday Inside you I just want to wype away your fears So just cry your tears yea
I wish I was with you
If I stay well than your tears will set you free If I stay right here and for ever with you everything I feel for you Is everything I want to stay with you If I stay right here and forever with you
My eyes!
My eyes
This is tearing me apart I wish I could be in your so time Feel you again Anytime I feel like im to far Than I will try to remeber all ours and your memories I know
I wish I was in you
If I stay Well then your tears will set you free If I stay right here than forever with you Everything I feel for you Is everything I want to stay with you If I stay right here Than forever with you
my eyes! my eyes
my eyes! my eyes
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| ........................... i stay quiet sit back and take the shit all the bullshit for so many years, the breaking point hits, i don't have to be scared.... i'm not scared, to voice my opinion everyones FUCKING opinion b/c for some reason they all remain intimidated by him scared with the look of fear in their eyes, look at him he's nothing, has nothing caused us so much pain over all the years feeling like a slave to him at a young age breaking free from the chains on my mind. i sit here and think god damn i wasted that much of my life being controled b/c i was brought into an unstable environment, fuck him, all the pain, and disruption we've felt all these years is b/c of him and i'm the only one who will say it out loud i'm the only one that'll tell him b/c i see the good in him they've given up they gave up along time ago i just thought if he knew he would change but i guess after living life a certain way for so long you can't change, ........... i just wanna go back i want to change it all and why do i care for him so much though i hate all he's done....... b/c i see me in him and i don't want to end up like that and i hope someone would do the same for me, so to him i say FUCK YOU, i love you why would you do this to me you should know me better than anyone else b/c you know i'm just like you, and i do too |
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